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[Jul. 28th, 2005|08:57 pm] |
hello there everyone!
in case you haven't realised, i've since moved to the tea leaf.
and some entries here have been made friends-only, so that not everyone has to be reminded of the stupid things i did in the past. |
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[Jun. 10th, 2004|01:05 am] |
i have moved. there is too much history behind these pages. too many painful memories.
so farewell to the strange morphing journal, where i have many a time poured out my heart.
(i am back and brand new again.) |
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[Jun. 4th, 2004|10:36 pm] |
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a long time ago, we used to be friends... |
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| when you part from your friend, you grieve not. |
[Jun. 2nd, 2004|09:05 pm] |
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the prophet speaks to me in ways i have never imagined... it's so close to heart that it seems like a conversation with God (zhuanghui would insist it is) with my burning questions answered. i feel more at peace now than ever. |
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| love knows not its own depth until the hour of seperation. |
[Jun. 2nd, 2004|07:40 pm] |
The Coming of the Ship
Let not the waves of the sea separate us now, and the years you have spent in our midst become a memory.
You have walked among us a spirit, and your shadow has been a light upon our faces.
Much have we loved you. But speechless was our love, and with veils has it been veiled.
Yet now it cries aloud unto you, and would stand revealed before you.
And ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.
On Love
Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself.
Love possesses not nor would it be possessed;
For love is sufficient unto love.
When you love you should not say, "God is in my heart," but rather, I am in the heart of God."
And think not you can direct the course of love, for love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.
On Friendship
When you part from your friend, you grieve not;
For that which you love most in him may be clearer in his absence, as the mountain to the climber is clearer from the plain.
-- from The Prophet by Kahlil Gibran (it's amazing what one can find online- entire books!) |
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[Jun. 1st, 2004|04:39 pm] |
我们的天父，
愿你的名受显扬，愿你的国来临，
愿你的旨意奉行在人间，如同在天上。
求你今天赏给我们日用的食粮，
求你宽恕我们的罪过，如同我们宽恕别人一样。
不要让我们陷於诱惑，但救我们免於凶恶。
阿门。
Our Father, who art in heaven,
hallowed be thy name;
thy kingdom come;
thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread;
and forgive us our trespasses
as we forgive those who trespass against us;
and lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil.
Amen. |
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| quiet is the new loud. |
[May. 31st, 2004|11:45 pm] |
等你清楚看见我的美 月光晒干眼泪.
i will be very happy.
I WILL BE EXTREMELY HAPPY.
it's just a matter of time. |
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| we made our connection, a full-on chemical reaction. |
[May. 31st, 2004|07:32 pm] |
Roman candles that burn in the night
Yeah you are a shining light
You lit a torch in the infinite
Yeah you are a shining light
Yeah you light up my life
You have always been a thorn in their side
But to me you're a shining light
You arrive and the night is alive
Yeah you are a shining light
Yeah you light up my life
We made a connection
A full-on chemical reaction
But by dark divine intervention
Yeah you are a shining light
A constellation once seen
Over Royal David's city
An epiphany, you burn so pretty
Yeah you are a shining light
-- you are a shining light/ ash
this is just so pretty. :) thanks fuzz. |
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[May. 31st, 2004|12:42 am] |
Don't know why I'm still afraid
If you weren't real I would make you up
now
I wish that I could follow through
I know that your love is true
And deep
As the sea
But right now
Everything you want is wrong,
And right now
All your dreams are waking up,
And right now
I wish I could follow you
To the shores
Of freedom,
Where no one lives.
-- honey and the moon/ joseph arthur
Tell you where you need to go
Tell you when you need to leave
Tell you what you need to know
Tell you who you need to be
Everything inside you know there's more than what you heard
So much more than empty conversation filled with empty words
And you're on fire when He's near you
You're on fire when He speaks
You're on fire, burning at these mysteries
-- on fire/ switchfoot |
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| there's no escaping your love. |
[May. 30th, 2004|12:56 am] |
as jiahui has done, here are the ten songs currently on loop on my playlist, not in order of preference.
1. 拥抱 -- 五月天
just so beautiful i could melt in it forever.
2. black eyed peas -- let's get retarded
funk at it's best! includes a homage to alicia keys at the beginning, haha.
3. counting crows -- accidentally in love
the opening song to shrek II. perfekt for rolling in haystacks, running across green pastures, lying under a moonlit sky...
4. hoobastank -- the reason
maddie's favourite song. simple lyrics but very sweet.
5. jamelia -- thank you
you're such a joke to me, yeah. ooooh, much more tasteful than frankee -- fu right back.
6. kellis -- trick me
more from the milkshake lady!
7. liz phair -- extraordinary
i am just your ordinary, average, everyday, sane, psycho supergoddess. puzzling pop from the ex-indie queen. who gives a shit anyway?
8. pete yorn -- ever fallen in love
a nice rockish cover of the buzzcocks' (what a name!) original.
9. switchfoot -- on fire
i'm on fire, burning at these mysteries. from the beautiful letdown, anything but!
10. yellowcard -- one year, six months
this is irresistable. i love it. |
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| 《拥抱》 |
[May. 29th, 2004|01:01 am] |
脱下长日的假面 奔向梦幻的强界
南瓜马车的午夜 换上童话的玻璃鞋
让我享受这感觉 我是孤傲的蔷薇
让我品尝这滋味 纷乱世界的不了解
昨天太近 明天太远 默默聆听那黑夜
晚风吻尽 荷花叶 任我醉倒在池边
等你清楚看见我的美 月光晒干眼泪
那一个人 爱我
将我的手 紧握
抱紧我 吻我 喔 爱 别走
隐藏自己的疲倦 表达自己的狼狈
放纵自己的狂野 找寻自己的明天
向你要求的誓言 就算是你的谎言
我需要爱的慰借 就算那爱已如潮水
-- 拥抱 / 五月天
if you know my musical preferences well enough, you'll realise i hardly listen to chinese, except for david tao, elva hsiao, jay chou and now wu yue tian. :) |
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| trivial pursuit. |
[May. 29th, 2004|12:44 am] |
the prospect of one whole month away from school is tantalising. away from everything i want to avoid - impossibly thick and hot uniforms, early mornings, sleepy lectures, a foreign council room, certain individuals, wanting to be anywhere else but there... away from you, and it will be easier to forget. it's time to study seriously, i have been creating excuses for too long.
You spurn my natural emotions
You make me feel like dirt
And I'm hurt
And if I start a commotion
I run the risk of losing you
And that's worse
Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn't have fallen in love with
-- ever fallen in love/ pete yorn
from the shrek II soundtrack! the refrain works like a charm. |
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| i know she bleeds, and that she says to me... |
[May. 28th, 2004|12:09 am] |
i am a quixotic dreamer, i waste my days wondering about what will probably never happen to me. i promised to clear up my what ifs, but some stubbornly refuse to go away.
exco dinner was great! the late nights are finally formally over... and strangely, i'll miss it.
happy birthday too, to dear ningqi, favourite councillor and boy for everydays. |
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| you and i, i wouldn't change a thing. |
[May. 26th, 2004|10:47 pm] |
i know them like the back of my hand. and there is no doubting i know them by heart too, my daily bread.
if the world should stop spinning now, i believe in all randomness it would be you standing before me.
because it would be irreverent to want to die with anyone else at this very time and place. not with all the great plans we have for our funerals, no. |
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| the beanstalker. |
[May. 26th, 2004|12:33 am] |
i am extraordinary, if u ever get to know me says:
ooh bean i love ur nick!
i am extraordinary, if u ever get to know me says:
it has both of us in it!
[xXx] ' jack and the beanstalker ' says:
ooh i'll change it
[xXx] ' jac and the beanstalker ' says:
jac and the beanstalker!
the beanstalker! - furtive look. |
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| yellowcard rocks my socks. |
[May. 26th, 2004|12:11 am] |
Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget, I cannot forget
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you
-- one year, six months
There's a place off Ocean Avenue
Where I used to sit and talk with you
We were both 16 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night
There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet
We were both 18 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night
If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away
-- ocean avenue |
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